Annual Update...

It's so funny having two blogs and ignoring them both.  I had actually forgotten that I had ever posted to this one at all.  Truthfully, I'm so busy living my life, I rarely take the time to write it down, anymore.  But once a year is good review.

I re-read my own writing, the last post, more than a year ago.  It's interesting how accurate my intentions were.  I've moved out of my ex husband's home.  I've got my own space, I'm managing my own finances.  I'm on the cusp now, between self-sufficiency and abundance.  It's nice to see that I manifested what I intended, without having to push or pull on myself. 

Lately, I've also become very clear that I no longer support the use of force.  I'm not bullying intellectually, or manipulating emotionally, I don't believe in pushing beliefs, and I honor that all are learning whatever they most need to learn in the moment.  I don't have to save or educate anyone, because the universe is always looking out for all of us.  I am available to help when asked.  I haven't withdrawn.  I'm just not pushing anything anymore.

Especially, I'm not pushing on myself.  All the outward manifestations of force I see in myself and others, naturally they are turned inward as well.  I've been aware for a long time that "should" and "have to"  are just as false as "shouldn't" and "can't."  I've given them all up for Lent.  And all their ilk. 

I release obligation, may it become honoring. 

I release illusions of scarcity, may they become awareness of prosperity. 

I release judgments, may they heartfelt appreciation for the many beauties of every human spirit.

Namaste,
Crow